If Only..

...If Only, This Was.. Possible..

Quote.. 008

"It is a delicate situation when two people come together. And one needs a friend, while the other needs a lover. And unless they have the wisdom to communicate with each other. One will have no friend, the other will have no lover." - Javan

Meaningful...21

Meaningful...020

I've been thinking, for quite a while now.. probably from the time i wrote that 'submissive' post near the end of last year... some of you Doms, Dommes, Sub, Submissive, Pets, whatever you may like to call yourselves are completely crazy.

Lets start with this 'greater power' that like to Dominate and tell some girl with no confidence what to do or say.. I understand that this is not always the case, but if it is the case SHAME ON YOU.
I think, all these "rules" that one must obey are completely crazy. I'm sure there's some sane way that you can do these things without making it extremely over the top and incredibly controlling that you make yourself look like the biggest dick head on earth.
Following on from this, of course it goes the other way too.. you have this sub that is all obeying and following the rules.. until it suits her, then suddenly, some how she has the Dom's balls wrapped around her little finger and she's telling who what and when and why.. instead of 'how it's supposed to be' ... #Dom&SubFail.


Domme - Another way a female can call herself a Bitch.
Most females that I have seen, online of course are the biggest, skankiest bitches on earth, they're so incredibly rude but some how these male/female subs/pets/slaves always seem to run to them. I don't understand how they can feel comfortable and trust someone that's so incredibly rude and asks some of the most ridiculous things from people.

Subs - ....

I understand that a lot of subs are some of the most powerful people and they can stand on their own two feet when they need to, along with wanting to please their Sir/Master/Mistress/Miss.. but some are the most depressed, self conscious people on earth that need someone there, to tell them what and when and why because they don't want to make those choices for themselves.. in my opinion those people need to go seek a bit of help, or make a friend that can help them get through that, not just take the easy way out and jump into a D/s relationship that 'solves' all your problems.. until that's over too.


In saying all of this, I don't believe D/s relationships are bad, i'm not knocking them what so ever, i'm just simply stating the things that i dislike. I guess there's a different person for everyone and different rules that are discussed and sorted between the couple.. but I don't believe any relationship will be stable for a long time if there's only one voice between the pair, unless of course you like to be the one that walks into the room and sits at his feet, and listen, sleep, eat, use the bathroom at the sound of his words saying you can, and those words only.

Sometimes we must be strong, take our own path, walk alone a while and find out who we are, and what we stand for in the world...

... My Mood.

I Can't Stop Thinking Of You..

And..

How Much I Already Miss You..

Sometimes, we must let go and let each person trail down and through their own journey, through and taking their own time.. 

I will always be here for you.

<3

Meaningful...019

I hate seeing friends in pain.. I hate seeing them fall apart and not knowing what they should do or how they should cope with things.. I hate not being able to be there to give them a hug or do more than just comfort them with words.. It's only so far they can go.

I have no laptop for a week, it's in for repairs and I decided to take it as a bit of time to myself, of course while I'm at work I'll still be around here and there and will also be there for the people that need me or I may need.. I mean these things always happen, you need your rocks just like everyone else.. I will say, that if I do begin to ignore anyone and drop into the background a bit don't worry and please do know that I'm always here for you.

If you need me.. The best way to contact me is by email.. If you don't have it and would like it, leave me a comment with yours and I'll send you an email which you can reply too, my comments are always approved first!

Sigh.
I feel so helpless, there's two people I wish I was with right now, comforting just being there for them to talk to.. Someone kinda out of the situation that understands and just cares like a friend should.. But I understand that they also need to go through this stuff for themselves and if they need me they will come.

I'll always be here to pick up the pieces.. I will always be here for you. Never forget my lovelies. You all mean so so much to me.

I love you all, such an amazing amount
xx

Wonders..

Just a question:- 

...What is the reason.. YOU..

...read and follow my blog..?

Meaningful.. 018

Two Thoughts For Today.. Completely Different..From Each Other.

Wake up, please?

&& then watch it fail.

Meaningful.. 019..

Sorry, I know some of you will be angry, and others of you will feel bad, maybe some would be sorry..

But I'm incredibly sorry too..

sigh.

PLEASE WATCH!

Worth the half hour it takes to play through, every little second of it. 

Sigh!

Tunes #5.

Heard this song on the radio today.. thought it was amazing. x

Jealous or Intelligent?

I'd really Love love love to write a huge blog post about this, regarding a certain topic that most of you would be quite familiar with..  but i think, unless the words start flowing in a way I can be discrete and not give out too much information, that this post won't be too.. great and exciting?.


I've found myself in a sticky situation, I hope to god that its not as the other one was, because I think this time I'd be ready to throw my hands up and just say "fuck Internet all together". I'm not in the mood for drama or, from this particular person, or anyone's (as matter of fact) shit. If you plan to, I mean even think about it for a moment, please don't waste your fucking time, let me know and I'll just give up now.

You know, on here you have 'friends' and enemies.. but.. what can you really call a truthful, loyal friend? Does anyone stick to their words, or what they say? or are they all two faced liars that are in for nothing but themselves?

In my opinion, no one knows.. until its just that little bit too late.

Lets say, you're stuck between a rock and a hard place... which route would you take to get past? would you go with the option that would make you look incredibly jealous and be a hell of a fight or would you take the route that in the end that would hurt the most.. but get you out of the situation, meaning to just let everything go?..

Now, take yourself out from between that place and stick yourself between two friends.. the one that you really want to keep as a friend.. and one that you don't mind either way.. imagine the one that you 'don't mind' losing attempting to jump through to the one that you want to keep just 'because' or just to try and 'wreck' things out of their own jealously instead of going some place else and leaving those other two people alone?

Would you rather be the Jealous looking person that in the end got what they wanted, but lost a friendship, or would you rather look like the Intelligent person that took the easy way out and escaped all the drama? I know that being online people LOVE drama, but for me it doesn't need to be a part of my life. I log on to the Internet to get away from real drama, not to stick myself in the middle of more.. and it really hurts to be in what could be this situation again where I'd have to make my own hard, decision and just hope, or know, or wish that the other person would make the right choice too.. of course what's right for one isn't right for the other.. but as I said, you can always hope... right?

Quote...08

It is strange to think, I haven't seen you since a month. I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken heart are so small that they could be passed through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to. I next compete in the city of Paris, I will find it empty and in the winter if you are not there. Hope guides me, that is what gets me through the day and especially the night. The hope that after you're gone from my sight, it will not be the last time that I look upon you.
- William.

Quote.. 007

"A person can be smart, but people? They're dumb, dangerous, panicky animals and you know it."

Meaningful.. 018

Then you chase after what you want, they turn out like the rest, they hurt you, just like everyone in the past has.. and.. one after the other they all end up the same way.. You begin to ask to get answers, to find out and in the end the answers are always as good as "no" always as good as what you'd get if you asked.. so then in the end, why bother ask, no answer is better then a no.

Why step forward when you can go a skip hop and a jump to the side, get into a different place and then walk forward, then you'll be walking forward into something completely different.. sounds good to me..