Thinking about today's conversation I had with someone really makes me wonder what I want to do.. makes me think about all the guys that seem to be 'interested' and the very few that I would bother with.. it always seems the ones that I am actually interested in don't show as much interest or.. could just be playing hard to get. I am.. afraid to do anything because ...
We were talking, and I brought up the fact that there's guys that get super clingy and that you just want to beat off with a stick.. and then there's guys that.. you're interested in and like but you're not sure if you should do/say anything.. so.. he said something and then I replied with.. "so you should chase the one you want" he turned around and he said.. not exactly chase, but you could subtly hint or let him know how you feel.. the conversation went on about rejection and all the things one would be scared of with doing these things.. and he told me that's just something you have to risk.. (not in those words but.. something more caring)
This guy, is truly amazing.. it.. it honestly feels different compared to all.. in a sense that.. I can explain.. but it just feels.. right? It doesn't feel like its going out the way to do something, or pushing towards/for something. It just simply means that if something happens it would be amazing but if not, to keep things as they are would be great, to have him close and all the rest would just mean the world. Although in re reading that.. I truly think I want more.
He does like to keep things secluded and not give out much information.. he's like, all mysterious. I love it.. and I'd love nothing more than to be able to be in his arms and be held forever.. fingers crossed for May..
So, after all that.. I would just like to say.. that person was You..
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