Friday, January 13, 2012

Ride the wave?

I hate feelings, I hate my mind, thinking, exploring ways to go, things to do.. sigh.
It always seems like the ones you can't touch are the ones you want most, crave, need.. or they are the ones you can be best friends with. But even then people get jealous and over protective. 
When do you know when things have gone too far?
Do you ride the waves and hope not to fall face first into them even when they look impossible.. or do you withdraw and let the other person ride the wave alone knowing someone's waiting for them on the other side..?


It seems that all the little decisions through life all add up and create something huge.. and when you finally get on top you freeze. not knowing if you should walk two steps forward or fall back onto the ground and start all over again.

That's all for now.. nothing but the same thoughts are running over and over in my head and I can't.. seem to put any words together.

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