Yesterday i came home from holidays, i was happy and knowing he was going to be home eventually i knew I'd get my reward. He finally got home at 10:30pm.. 9:30 here and of course as said, i was was rewarded, which was amazing.. shortly after we 'cuddled' and were going to sleep.. I wasn't overly tired and but i layed with him, i spent the night tossing and turning unsettled and grumpy, I don't know how long it took but three hours after falling asleep, i was awake again.. broken sleep never leads to a good night of sleep. anyways.. I woke up kinda frustrated, which doesn't usually happen, he was there.. said good morning and whatever else usually happens.. and as the day has moved on I've slowly gotten more frustrated.. even after some release I still just feel bleh.. it's like.. this feeling that's clouded over my head and just won't go.. it's so irritating.. so frustrating and I don't know what on earth to do with it. - being sick also doesn't help..
I'd write more.. about this new one.. but since he reads it and I'll get questions after I think I'll hold back for now.. even though I probably shouldn't.. *shrugs*
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