Orgasms..

Have Been...

Great way to start the New Year?!

We all know I've been on holidays since the 26th of December.. and it's been super hard to be able to play, let alone cum.. last time my 'interest' (yeah you know who you are) and i were.. in the process of playing.. very dangerously with family around, someone had to be super quiet... (me) my sister walked in just before we were both just about to cum, which of course left me super frustrated and so horny.. this was two days ago..

Today, being the first of Jan.. 2012.. someone mentioned on babble that they have been forced to 'edge' (get yourself right up there but not cum) and he thought oh that'd be some great amusement... and was like.. you should do that, but 36 times by the time you get home.. and four times when you get home.. cause he's all greedy and wants to hear.. some how i agreed to do this for his amusement.. (STUPID MOVE) and now I'm suffering.. so far on.. 10 i believe and there's only another 30 to go till i can cum, including two days waiting, even if i get to 36 before i get home and I'm already suffering and wanting so badly to just go all the damn way.

Worst part is... 1) he's done what he has wanted, the problem of not being able to cum that day I'm sure was fixed the next with someone else's fault.. also 2) he's not my Dom.. but being all subby as i can be and am..  i will listen.. and i guess he knows that, so he'll milk it for what it is and push it as far as he can to get what he wants. - you'd wonder who'd listen right? and then he gives you the whole "So you're not going to finish what you started?" line.. 3) He's not up for negotiation.. i tried.. and... he was too freaking busy watching his show.. so that failed... BIG TIME!!! :(..  Give them a little power and they just run with it, it's like giving a two year old a toy they really want.. what would they do?.. 

So.. I suffer through this torture.. and it sucks.. he so owes me big time when i get home.. better make this ALL worth while.. 

fingers crossed.