These crazy feelings suck, one day I'm so happy due to some happy times and the next I'm all flat and bleh. Its not about sleep this time, considering I went to bed earlier last night.. it's just those feelings you get when you have the need to feel wanted, loved.. that feeling where you just want someone to hold you and accept you for who you are, not expecting more than you can give.. but will even settle with a little less on your down days..
The last week, moving through this week too almost every day, someone has come to me with their issues or this and that and I've been here for them, when they want to talk and just been a friend and I don't mind what so ever.. but I think I've finally hit my low.. seeing as its the end of the month too.. it kinda fits with all the other girly kinda stuff that happens too.. but today I just don't want to talk to anyone, see anyone, think of anything. There's only one person on my mind... and I wish he'd come online, I just want to curl up in his lap while he holds me.. nothing even needs to be said.
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