Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Unknown.

Its a pity when you have those friends you classify as 'very close' or 'great' and then others come across and push their nose into things.. causing that persons train of thought to go fucked.. its like watching your best friend in high school be influenced by the 'bitch' and suddenly from doing well in school they begin doing drugs and never turning up.. It feels like you lose apart of you, someone you could trust and talk to. But really how much could you if in just a short time this person has been influenced that much that their thoughts have turned to shit?Its such a shame to watch, to lose what you had, no matter how long it was for and what it was.. it will always be something and always had been something.

Maybe they're happier where they are now? maybe in the near future they'll be running from that and back to what they had.. but how long do you keep that spot open? do you risk it all happening again and you getting hurt? when do you close off and expect better from people? When do you know when enough is enough? Do you have to be the nice one that gets walked all over all the time, the one that's always left those spots open, that catches every 'friend' when they fall?

Do these people ever realise what they're doing to the other person?
Do they understand how much this hurts, every time it happens?
Do they even really care..?

So many thoughts, so many questions.. you can answer them all from what you see, but what do they think about it all? Do they read or see something and come running to you the next day with what you've heard many times before or do they continue
to ignore you?





Is Karma the answer?
Will that sort your thoughts?
Will it sort your problems?
Will it sort your everything?





Who knows, what's supposed to be in this big, wide world, who knows what's supposed to be the answer to anything, to everything. Apparently god has a plan.. apparently there's a one for everyone, some day we'll all get ours.. we just have to wait and see.

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