Unknown Feelings

There are more things to alarm us than to harm us, and we suffer more often in apprehension than reality.

- Lucius Annaeus Seneca 

I'm a little.. lost, confused, unsure.. there was something that happened with someone earlier that kinda made me all flat and left me feeling that in some way i had hurt this person but i'm unsure how.. maybe it's nothing considering this person and i haven't really spoken much before the last couple of days where we have spoken on and off, just randomly.. 

It honestly has me thinking now... wondering what this person actually thinks and how they feel, not to say that there should be any specific reason for anything or any specific feeling.. but it has me curious... feeling like i need to ask more questions, that i need to find out.. 

I hate feeling unsure.. i hate feeling like i've done something wrong or upset someone.. 

The random apologies that get thrown out.. not really knowing why that gets them questioning, then not being able to give a reason. Being unsure, lost, uncertain, in a place of the unknown, being out of control and feeling as if something's up.. 

Someday everything will all make perfect sense. So, for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through thetears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.

— American Proverb

There is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in.

Leonard Cohen