Failure.

Hmmm.. its.. 11pm (ish) here.. and i've had a quite busy night, went to church.. and then after that went to have some dinner & or pancakes with some friends we haven't seen in such a long time.. it was a good night, i spent most of church on my phone, replying very slowly of course so my mum or sister didn't see... hah yeah, bad girl! Anyways..

Point to this post.. is that.. I honestly feel kinda lost as of late, there's so many things i need to do, concentrate on for next year.. or that i need to do next year.. and i'm not sure if they're going to get done in the right time frame, of course eventually they all will but.. i guess we'll just have to see.. 

It's not like if its not done i will be disappointed, but being greek and with my parents beliefs its kinda hard... to not 'fail' for them, and to make them happy. 

We'll see where it all goes.. and i hope it all goes to plan.. that way i can move on to bigger and better things and all will go well for me and i can do as i like!