Jealous or Intelligent?

I'd really Love love love to write a huge blog post about this, regarding a certain topic that most of you would be quite familiar with..  but i think, unless the words start flowing in a way I can be discrete and not give out too much information, that this post won't be too.. great and exciting?.


I've found myself in a sticky situation, I hope to god that its not as the other one was, because I think this time I'd be ready to throw my hands up and just say "fuck Internet all together". I'm not in the mood for drama or, from this particular person, or anyone's (as matter of fact) shit. If you plan to, I mean even think about it for a moment, please don't waste your fucking time, let me know and I'll just give up now.

You know, on here you have 'friends' and enemies.. but.. what can you really call a truthful, loyal friend? Does anyone stick to their words, or what they say? or are they all two faced liars that are in for nothing but themselves?

In my opinion, no one knows.. until its just that little bit too late.

Lets say, you're stuck between a rock and a hard place... which route would you take to get past? would you go with the option that would make you look incredibly jealous and be a hell of a fight or would you take the route that in the end that would hurt the most.. but get you out of the situation, meaning to just let everything go?..

Now, take yourself out from between that place and stick yourself between two friends.. the one that you really want to keep as a friend.. and one that you don't mind either way.. imagine the one that you 'don't mind' losing attempting to jump through to the one that you want to keep just 'because' or just to try and 'wreck' things out of their own jealously instead of going some place else and leaving those other two people alone?

Would you rather be the Jealous looking person that in the end got what they wanted, but lost a friendship, or would you rather look like the Intelligent person that took the easy way out and escaped all the drama? I know that being online people LOVE drama, but for me it doesn't need to be a part of my life. I log on to the Internet to get away from real drama, not to stick myself in the middle of more.. and it really hurts to be in what could be this situation again where I'd have to make my own hard, decision and just hope, or know, or wish that the other person would make the right choice too.. of course what's right for one isn't right for the other.. but as I said, you can always hope... right?