Feelings.. what are these things people speak of?
So.. being as i made my mind up now that i refuse to get into another long distance relationship, i've been playing it super safe on the internet, making sure not to talk to one person too much, getting to know everything about them, enjoying being in their company too much, or even as they say in the long term 'falling in love with them'.
I'm being super careful, holding back all emotions and just having fun. The fun where you just laugh and enjoy your time with those particular people, without any attatchments and just y'know,.. have fun.
it's been easy, easy to just say i'm here for laughs, for a good time and without expecting more from anyone or giving more.. its good when you can just relax around people and not obsess over them, or them obsessing over you..
Although i say this, there has been one recently where we have spoken an awful lot, watched movies together and pretty much just spent time, sometimes with a group of people but other times just alone.. i'm seriously keeping my eye on everything to see where and how it goes.. making sure not to wreck the relationship already established but make sure it dosent go any further. There's nothing worse then someone making you so happy.. but they're so far away you know there's posibility that you'll never meet..
So, i think.. do as you wish, go with the flow.. but dont let it throw you over the side, down into the waterfall.
Think about it before you throw your head, body and soul into it.. and make sure to have a set and clear path..
it's been easy, easy to just say i'm here for laughs, for a good time and without expecting more from anyone or giving more.. its good when you can just relax around people and not obsess over them, or them obsessing over you..
Although i say this, there has been one recently where we have spoken an awful lot, watched movies together and pretty much just spent time, sometimes with a group of people but other times just alone.. i'm seriously keeping my eye on everything to see where and how it goes.. making sure not to wreck the relationship already established but make sure it dosent go any further. There's nothing worse then someone making you so happy.. but they're so far away you know there's posibility that you'll never meet..
So, i think.. do as you wish, go with the flow.. but dont let it throw you over the side, down into the waterfall.
Think about it before you throw your head, body and soul into it.. and make sure to have a set and clear path..
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