No living, no.

Sometimes, I wake up and I don't feel like living. It's not like I feel like killing myself because its not like I haven't thought about it, I would just never do it. I simply just feel like turning the other way and curling back I to my pillows. Ignoring everyone and everything that comes across or happens.

Normally when I wake up like this, I am incredibly grumpy, which seems to be the norm for me lately. But I just don't get it. Nothing ever seems to go right and at the last second always takes a right turn. It's like yay you had your two weeks of happiness BAM you don't deserve this anymore.

Either or. I think I'm really over it as of late.
This is the last week of work, with staff here and then it's all the holidays.. Eventually it'll be five weeks time and I'll be going away for two. It should be great.

Other than that. There isn't too much more to say.

The end.