I don't have a title.

Seems today Blogger's yelling "USE ME, USE ME!"

I'm kinda just lazing around.. lots of thoughts and emotions are running through me at the moment and I'm feeling a little lost, although its always a good time to reflect on things that have happened, friends, people that have come and gone and also  the people that continue to hurt and push you away, yet you continue to keep them around. I posted a status on facebook earlier and it went something like this..
Which I do believe is true,

"It really makes me wonder what people are truly like, you can never know, because when they're with you.. you can be best of friends and then when they aren't they could be the biggest bitch. isn't it a shame these days that you can't trust anyone? half the time, not even your own family."


Which I do believe is true, half the time when you need someone to be there for you, they aren't and you end up just floating around like you're on a stormy cloud instead of just flying through the sky on a normal, fluffy one, going along for a ride. Anyways, there was a point to this post and it was to talk, mention about Love, people that care and people you can tell that they just don't give a fuck.

I have this friend, yeah he's online.. but he means a lot to me, just like I know I mean to him. I care, and it hurts to see him fight through something that might not work out positive, the thing is.. you can't argue with him because he'll just take her side and he will listen to what I have to say but it'll just go through one ear and out the other.. I really hope I'm wrong about her and that she is the girl he really wants, the one that's right for him.. because to see people you care and love hurting, hurts.

You know, we all go through these stages and I personally know what it's like to like or love someone that doesn't have those same feelings back, or they say they do but their actions don't show it, they make excuses and justify things to you to make it seem okay, so you believe it, and it looks okay on your side but if you step out and look at the big picture, or it finally hits you one day when you realise you've just waisted your last two years waiting for another person.. its like you've just walked into a brick wall face first.

Its not a great feeling for anyone but it is part of life, it's something we all do go through at once stage or another unless you're like some pro and are able to get everyone and anyone you want at just one glance, sometimes things take time but other times its not worth the fight because it won't go very far.. i guess this is something we have to sit and decide, make the choice for ourselves... even if that means friends have to be there in the end to pick up the pieces or support you through each and every choice.

Remember this.