Sunday, February 26, 2012

Quote...006


Everybody tells jokes, but we still need comedians.
- Jimmy Wales



Assume.

People seem to be using this word a LOT as of late, every time i hear it.. it's like reliving a bad moment or having a bad dream. In my opinion, ones should never assume, if you have no proof and things are just supposed to 'happen' like that.. you can't suspect that they'll always be like that.. you know?


We all go through life, living day by day, taking things how they come and we deal with them as best as we can. We live our own life, and no one else's.. we all have ideas of where and who and what we'd like to do and be with but EVERYONE's different and everyone has their own ideas, therefore when one thing leads to another and then it moves on to the next sometimes for certain people things don't work out.. it all in the end comes back to the 'one'.


A lot of the time, we just want to feel loved and to be with someone that loves us.. the finding the 'one' take s a lot of time and most of the time, they'll meet you half way.. its just one big waiting game in the end.. and we just have to live on the fate of knowing that one day, this important, special person is just right around the corner..


It is incredibly weird how in the end everything comes down to 'loving' and love in my posts.. but it just seems to be the best way i can describe and explain things... including the conversation i'm having with someone right now.. they decided to use this A word.. and i freaked out a little.. so i used that as a reference to this. Freaky, i started writing this first! 





Saturday, February 25, 2012

Confession.. 019

 ..That moment when you logged out and went to bed.. I was two steps right behind you...







Thursday, February 23, 2012

Tunes #4!!

I'm sexy and I know it!!


It has been sooo stuck in my head for the past week.. i can't get it out!

Quote.. 006

I find it fascinating that most people plan their vacation with better care than they do their lives. Perhaps that is because escape is easier than change. 
- Jim Rohn




Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Sunday, February 19, 2012

I don't have a title.

Seems today Blogger's yelling "USE ME, USE ME!"

I'm kinda just lazing around.. lots of thoughts and emotions are running through me at the moment and I'm feeling a little lost, although its always a good time to reflect on things that have happened, friends, people that have come and gone and also  the people that continue to hurt and push you away, yet you continue to keep them around. I posted a status on facebook earlier and it went something like this..
Which I do believe is true,

"It really makes me wonder what people are truly like, you can never know, because when they're with you.. you can be best of friends and then when they aren't they could be the biggest bitch. isn't it a shame these days that you can't trust anyone? half the time, not even your own family."


Which I do believe is true, half the time when you need someone to be there for you, they aren't and you end up just floating around like you're on a stormy cloud instead of just flying through the sky on a normal, fluffy one, going along for a ride. Anyways, there was a point to this post and it was to talk, mention about Love, people that care and people you can tell that they just don't give a fuck.

I have this friend, yeah he's online.. but he means a lot to me, just like I know I mean to him. I care, and it hurts to see him fight through something that might not work out positive, the thing is.. you can't argue with him because he'll just take her side and he will listen to what I have to say but it'll just go through one ear and out the other.. I really hope I'm wrong about her and that she is the girl he really wants, the one that's right for him.. because to see people you care and love hurting, hurts.

You know, we all go through these stages and I personally know what it's like to like or love someone that doesn't have those same feelings back, or they say they do but their actions don't show it, they make excuses and justify things to you to make it seem okay, so you believe it, and it looks okay on your side but if you step out and look at the big picture, or it finally hits you one day when you realise you've just waisted your last two years waiting for another person.. its like you've just walked into a brick wall face first.

Its not a great feeling for anyone but it is part of life, it's something we all do go through at once stage or another unless you're like some pro and are able to get everyone and anyone you want at just one glance, sometimes things take time but other times its not worth the fight because it won't go very far.. i guess this is something we have to sit and decide, make the choice for ourselves... even if that means friends have to be there in the end to pick up the pieces or support you through each and every choice.


Remember this.

Tunes #3!


Oh my, I didnt know what it means to believe
Oh my, I didnt know what it means to believe

But if I hold on tight is it true?
Would you take care of all that I do?
Oh Lord, I'm getting ready to believe.

Oh my, I didn't know how hard it would be
Oh my, I didn't know how hard it would be

But if I hold on tight is it true?
Would you take care of all that I do?
Oh Lord, I'm getting ready to believe.

Then we'll be waving hands singing freely
Singing standing tall it's now coming easy
Oh no more looking down honey
Can't you see me?
Oh Lord, I'm getting ready to believe

Then we'll be waving hands singing freely
Singing standing tall it's now coming easy
Oh no more looking down honey
Can't you see me?

Oh Lord, I'm getting ready to believe
Oh Lord, I'm getting ready to believe
Oh Lord, I'm getting ready to believe

The 'Evil' One.

You make me worry about you.

sometimes it feels like this.

Every day I wake up and pray for you to be online to I can talk to you, to make sure you're okay, you make me want to fly over and just give you a hug, hold you and tell you it'll all be okay. You honestly have no idea how much I worry about you, every second of every day. Even if i could be there, just to sit on your shoulder and be your parrot *insert giggle here* and just, sit and look 'pretty' as you'd say.

God i hope you're okay, you have no idea how much you mean to people in every day life, things may be hard but we can always get through them, and if you mean nothing to anyone else, to me.. you mean the world, you're one of the best, best friends anyone could ever ask for, you're always there, you always care and you always listen.

I don't know if you can tell how worried I am from just reading this, but I hope you do, I hope you can see how much you mean, even if it's just to me.. I hope, pray that you're okay because without you.. I don't know.. Ugh! you'd be proud.. I even attempted to speak to 'her' to get some sort of answer and maybe get in more contact with you.. but she didn't answer her freaking messages! (oh she replied..6 hours later)

Alright, before I start, well continue to ramble..
.Please.Come.Tell.Me.You're.Okay.


Hang on, be strong.. because you can make it through, and you can be the winner.


..Apparently you're okay..

Saturday, February 18, 2012